BOOK NOVEL WHATEVER

so latley ive been brainstorming without telling anyone and 
im going to design the charaters
but its about a town thats complete black n white 
and somehow colour is going to com into the town and change stuff 
idk how its going to plan out but i really hope i get around to writing this 
or i might just re-write my short stories Jester 1 n 2 
into a longer story 
it was about a bullied kids so seeks revenge on the bully 
i did write that book in a time when i did want to kill my self but i think i could go deeper into that story now that im better and tell a really good story 

so it had been a long time since i tried doing drag again so the other night i locked my self in my bathroom and tried to do contouring *forget about the nose*i think i did a good job i dont have a blending brush cause i use a paintbrush and eye shadow im going out tomorrow so might buy some stuff *need to learn how to make a bigger lip as my mouth is so tiny 

so it had been a long time since i tried doing drag again so the other night i locked my self in my bathroom and tried to do contouring *forget about the nose*
i think i did a good job i dont have a blending brush cause i use a paintbrush and eye shadow im going out tomorrow so might buy some stuff 
*need to learn how to make a bigger lip as my mouth is so tiny 

so my cousin (boy) 
came in to my room and went to give me a hug and it leaned away cause i didn’t want a hug and hes like “what so your not gay now” 
and then he walked out of my room and was like “what r u watching gays r us” 
idk what the fuck his problem was like it hurt but its not the worst thing he has said or done to me 
and i told my mum (my family doesn’t know about me being bisexual and why should they most of my family would label me and my sexuality is my business and no one elses)
and my mum really doesnt like it when people pick on me like that my sister does it enough and she dosnt know either 
and then i thought if he would have said that to the wrong person that could have really messed someone up or they could have commited its like fuck think about what u say before u say it